For some reason when a person is gay, and hiding it from everyone, it becomes your main thought. Its like everything you live revolves around the fact that you are gay, every time you go anywhere, somehow it manages to come up in you mind that you are gay, i wonder if its because of the fact that we are hiding it, and our minds work as a sort of "companion", sounds a little weird, but i think its true.
Since we dont really have anyone to talk to about being gay, or to express our feelings, (in a healthy way anyway), our mind becomes consumed by the fact that we are gay.
That is why i feel it is important to have people to talk to in person about it, online friends is not enough, at least for me it isnt, so my next goal is to make friends that i can be open to about the fact im gay, and i dont mean friends for relationships.
Good luck to me lol.
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